My little gay family

We look like a very happy couple with a beautiful child and for the most part we are. Being with him is a full time job. I feel very unappreciated and over exerted. My guy is an amazing guy even though he makes me feel the way I do right now. I can appreciate all the good that he has brought to my life, but how can I appreciate all the stress and crazy he has given me? I feel alone right now, my life is not where I had planned. I am feeling like a failure to my self yet at the same time I feel like it could be worse.

So lost

I don't understand how my boyfriend can lie about lying??? The crap that is even being lied about is so little in the big scheme of things. It is crazy how he would rather fight and make me out to be crazy or make me out to be deaf and blind, rather than just to own up to his white lie. I am left with no other option but to scream, yell and act crazy because he just doesnt get it. I spent the entire day today alone, hurt, broken and feeling really low about my life all because he cant admit he lied. I feel so lost.